My friend and counselor Philip Be'er now has an online course if you are interested in taking your consciousness and evolution to the next level. Truly transformational work, guidance and support. He helped me through a major depression I was in last year.
Here is a link to a coupon code for his online course, or work with him directly one-on-one if you need some personal support.
After working with him, I realized that I could take all the workshops in the world, but it's really the personal individualized work that makes the difference. If you are stuck or suffering, give him a try.
I took this course. The insight looking at my darkness/shadow side and transforming how I view my "perceived" flaws was amazing. Taking a look at my insecurities as a parent and human in interpersonal relationships was transformed from guilt and isolation to strength and validation and........ Community...... I no longer question if I'm good enough. I know I am. I have truly released myself from the "behavioural loops" that held me back from moving forward and claiming the life I want.... Acknowledging the life I have created and how very far I have come. I am released from shame and guilt of doubts and past "learning lessons" vs "mistakes." I am a good mother, advocate, woman and potential partner for someone when the time arrives.
I've been the most depressed I've ever been this past fall. Working almost daily with coach/counselor Philip Be'er had been helping me enormously, and I think his perspective/approach could help you too. He's built on the work of Paul Ferrini (which to honest I wasn't particularly familiar with) and taken it (at least) one step further. It's really only for people who are ready and willing to take supreme responsibility for everything they say, do, feel and believe. Which as you are witnessing, most people are not and it feels really hard to be around them. Please give him a call for a free consultation and see if he resonates. One reason I really like working with him is he shares our common heritage and background, so I feel really understood and" gotten" by him. And he's a great listener and gives generously of his time. Work with him now while he's still available!